Includes high-quality download in MP3, FLAC and more. Paying supporters also get unlimited streaming via the free Bandcamp app.
Purchasable with gift card
name your price
about
Ending 2019 with a Pop Punk bang.
lyrics
I must have felt like this 1,000 times
Been through a lot this shitty year
The pathway out is never clear
Been running round in circles these days
The meds rarely keep my mind at bay
But I’ll keep on saying I’m okay
Yeah man, all good, I’ll be okay
Keep these walls high, securities tight
Don’t need you fuckin up my life
(No more, no more)
Keep pushing through without a light
It doesn’t matter if I’m cynical
Just as long as I take a breath and
(Fake it)
Through the years
Just ignore all of my fears
(And fake it)
With a smile
Pretend I found something worth while
(Fake it)
I’m coming to terms with the idea
(Just fake it)
That I don’t need anyone but myself now
This isn’t what I thought would happen to me
I sometimes miss the guy that used to be me
But then I think about the past
Realize it wasn’t meant to last
The bullshit’s never worth the silver lining
(Who knows, what’s next)
Don’t know what I’m doing
(Mistakes, regrets)
With this life that I’m leading
I don’t know how to keep standing
I can’t even recognize my reflection anymore
I’ll keep on moving even if it takes a while
And every now and then I’ll even crack a smile
There might be nothing left here for me now
But it’s ways better than where I was before
And even when it seems like nothing’s worth a damn
I take a deep breath and just go to
(Fake it)
Through the years
Just ignore all of my fears
(And fake it)
With a smile
Pretend I found something worth while
(Fake it)
I’m coming to terms with the idea
(Just fake it)
That I don’t need anyone here anymore
credits
released December 31, 2019
Lyrics by AJ Wash
Music by AJ Wash
Recording, editing, and mixing by, you guessed it, AJ Wash
Girl and Her Bad Mood are a dreampop band from Indonesia who excel at nestling heartbreakingly beautiful melodies amidst silvery guitars. Bandcamp New & Notable Jan 23, 2023
This outstanding compilation of bands from Indonesia puts a focus on atmospheric pop and rock music, with hooks 20-stories high. Bandcamp New & Notable Oct 3, 2022
Taking cues from Midwestern emo and early ’10 pop punk, this Leeds, UK outfit are full of heart— not to mention hooks. Bandcamp New & Notable Sep 21, 2022
Berkely duo Axe serve up four catchy, heavy synth-punk rippers inspired by campy horror flicks and old-school heavy metal. Bandcamp New & Notable Apr 28, 2021